Hesitation

All of my school are on vacation. I should go home right away, but I feel I don't want to go home. Actually, I have to go, but just suspend. For this, I have three minor reasons. Firstly, I want to upload more information onto my blog here. I want blog to be flooded with knowledge. Sharing as much as possible. On the other hand, I also want to finish my reading of CamEd textbooks. Right now, I am studying paper 3 and paper 4 (T3&T4). I want to finish them early so that I will have much time to read T5, T6, T7, T8, and T10 because next semester I want to do all of these courses to finish CAT early. Last, I have yet to get salary from VISALPHEAP. So, I don't have money to buy new year gifts for my relatives. I want to wait a bit more in case they call me for that.